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Thursday, January 31, 2008

He has always been there for you , cheering you up whenever you are down . But it just so happen that your paths can never meet and he can never walk in to your heart . . He's existence was never known to her



It's just so impossible
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Alone
by: Becca Woolf


I didn't want to admit it,
It was easier to lie,
And hide the hurt and emptiness,
To smile instead of cry.

I didn't want to face the fact,
My life is full of pain,
And i long to stop my bleeding heart,
And maybe smile again.
Cause i feel oh so forgotten
So betrayed and so alone.

Without a trace of forgiveness,
And no soul to call my own.
I didnt want to admit the fact,
I cannot spread my wings,
And my happiness has melted,
Into tears and other things.

It's hard for me to hide the fact
My wishes has no home
And return to anguish,
Bow my head.And cry alone.



It's just so impossible
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Someone Special
By: Olivia Odom

There's someone special in my life
Who doesn't know i care
I wish i could let him know it
But let it show,I wouldn't dare

I dont want to even risk it
i dont want to even try
For if he knew i felt this way
I'd feel insecure and shy.

I never thought i'd feel this way
I never thought i'd care
There's something in that smile of his
That makes me stop and stare.

How can i tell if he likes me?
Will he ever look my way?
I'll keep my feelings hidden for now
And save them for another day.



It's just so impossible
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I'm Crying & its because of you
Thank You Meiqi , Regine , Angela and nameeee (you know who you are) for listening



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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

This video is damn nice . View it ya ?

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Just stfu can you ? No , the both of you . Please know where is your limit and dont ever step over it . I believe this time the both of you has done similar things . Talking behind people's back thinking the person will never find out . And you , yes you ! Stop spreading rumours that are not true can ? Get your bloody facts right .

Headaches are not going away . Save me . D:




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Sunday, January 27, 2008

Meaning Of Roses :
Number of Roses
1 stalk - Love at 1st Sight
2 stalks - Mutual Feelings
3 stalks - I Love You
7 stalks - I am Infatuated by You
9 stalks - Together as Long as We Live
10 stalks - You are Perfect
11 stalks - You are My Treasured One
12 stalks - Be My Steady
13 stalks - Friends Forever
15 stalks - I am Sorry
20 stalks - I am Sincere Towards You
21 stalks - I am Committed to You
36 stalks - I Will Remember Our Romantic Moments
40 stalks - My Love is Genuine
99 stalks - I Will Love You Till the Day I Die
100 stalks - I am Totally Devoted to You
101 stalks - You are My One and Only
999 stalks - My Love Will Last Till the End of Time

Colour of Roses
Red - I love you or Encouragement
White - You are heavenly, reverence of innocence & purity
Pink - You are gentle & graceful
Light Pink - Gratitude & appreciation
Dark Pink - Admiration & sympathy joy & gladness
Orange - Enthusiasm
Blue - You are special
Purple - You are my romance
Yellow - Joy, Gladness, Freedom
Two Roses - Joined Together, Engagement
Red and White Roses - Together Unity

Each Rose and the number of it has a special meaning behind it ;
What does that special one mean to you ?


Valentine's day is coming btw ! 17 more days (:



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如果有爱那就可以做的到了,送上七个预兆.爱上一个人的7个预兆
1.当你正在忙时,却把手机开著,等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了

2.如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了

3.当你和她/他在一起时,你会假装不注意他,但是当她离/他开你的视线时,你会急
著寻找她/他...你已经爱上她了

4.当她/他受伤或生病时,你会很关心她,替她/他著急..你已经爱上他了

5.当她/他和别人要好时,你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上她了

6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时,你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她/他了

7.当你看到这篇文章时,心里想到某个人 ❤

Just randomly feel like posting this (:
Oh ya and before i forget , Here's a quote to share :

One of the hardest lessons in life is to learn how to love without having to say it; And to learn when someone is loving you even when it isn't spoken.
- Nathaniel Ho


Gonna blog up some stories soon . Be prepared for tissues !



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Did i owe you something in my previous life that now i got to always be in the wrong and get attidute like this ? Fuck everything . Shit this damn life .



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Get well soon ; Piglet ! (:





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Friday, January 25, 2008



BIRTHDAY GIRL ~




Da cake ~

<3




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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEINING !
Bought a birthday cake for peining today to celebrate in school :D
Photos uploaded later ~
C'est La Vie !
Fuck off and die Bitch . You are causing everyone of us to spilt . Enough damage liao ma ?
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Thursday, January 24, 2008

Long time since i blogged . sad case .
Anyway , was chatting on the phone with Gerald and Piglet last night . Made up names , I'm God , Clifton is Goddess and Gerald :

GODDESS-NURSE .


Clifton needs Gerald to heal him . LOLS
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I didnt wear an invisible cloak over myself hor . Don't act as if i don't exist for god's sake .
Hang on i'm emo-ing !

]:<



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Sunday, January 20, 2008


What if one day you were told that you had only 10 weeks left in this world ? What will you do in that 10 weeks ?




I'm missing you boy --



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Friday, January 18, 2008

YOU SPOILED MY DAY TODAY
Always so last minute de decision , it totally made me pissed off la .
I was concentrating on my anger then listening to lesson .
Damn ;
slowly go figure out why



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Sunday, January 13, 2008

Kaili (:Josephine (:
mrPiglet (:
Meiqi (:

Jo ; Kaili ; Me ; Clifton
One of the neos . The rest needs to be scanned in . Wait for it bahh



LONG OVERDUED PICS



My look-not-alike twin :D
ME ❤
Linlin ; candy ; Ginegine


Me and LALA



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Yesterday , I went out studying with Jo , Kaili , Lucas and Clifton . Studied for about an hour then went over to tmall to walk . Walked around and walked in to Toys 'R us to play . Wonder how those workers are gonna clean up the mess after we left . Tsktsk
Then went over next door -Popular since i needed my notebook and Clifton needed his assesment books . Can't believe he is so picky =x Lucas went home after that

Then we forced Clifton Lee to take neoprints , and after long persuasion then he was willing to take it . zzz Jo's addiction for daytona struck her , so they went to Tmall arcade and had a few rounds of it .
Then after that we for dinner . That stall frm tmall sucks . Never gonna eat from that stall again.
Around 10 all went home . For more info ; go Kaili , Jo or Clifton's blog (:




Had late night chat again . hoho . next time if you are tired , you dun have to pei me chat de . Okay ? Don't force yourself (:


Photos coming up :D



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Wednesday, January 9, 2008


When i'm together with that special someone, i pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, i would look around to find him. I think i'm in love (:


Although there is someone else who always makes me laugh, my eyes and attention would only go to that special someone. I think i'm in love (:


Although that special someone was supposed to have called me long back, to let me know of his safe arrival home, My phone is quiet, i'm desperately waiting for the call! I think i'm in love (:


I'm much more excited for one short SMS from that special someone than other many long SMS. I think i'm in love (:


I find myself as one who cannot erase all the messages in my handphone because of those messages from that special someone. I think i'm in love (:


I kept telling myself, "that special someone is just a friend", but i realize that i can't avoid that person's special attraction. I think i'm in love (:
Maybe i'm really in love;



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Monday, January 7, 2008

Can i start everything afresh ?
Just take it as everything is my fault .
But somehow ; You dun seem to wanna forgive .
I shall take it that our friendship never started .
And it wouldnt have soured then .




Iloveyou ; Goodbye
Thank you for everything you shared



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Sorry la ! If you don;t accept then whatever lo . It's just sometimes where you seem so dao in replies and it makes me feel that im being attidute at . It just feels bad you get it ? I really dun wanna throw temper but it just seem a lil unfair for me . Especially now when there's so many things thats troubling me . How i wish i could turn back time and go back to the past where everything seemed so fine



It's just so impossible
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Sunday, January 6, 2008


2E2007 THE ULTIMATE BEST CLASS EVER .
Why cant we just stay together as a class for 4 yrs ?



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Saturday, January 5, 2008

SORRY CLIFTON !
sorry for giving attidute
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Thursday, January 3, 2008

School started not long ago and i'm feeling sick because of the cold weather . I think i wont be able to surivive in countries with winter =.- Someone's making me ubberly pissed off . __ . Ahhhhhhhhh whatever . I'm gonna have a early sleep tonight (:






________ , i hate you ! *cries* You make me love and hate you at the same time . Gosh , What's happening ? Little things you do either makes me smile , cry or hate . Mixed feelings =x



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Wednesday, January 2, 2008

How i wish the class was back together again
How i wish i can turn back time and not make so many wrong decisions causing us to be like this
How i wish everything can come to a standstill and nothing changes
How i wish no one in the world had troubles and worries
How i wish there wouldn't be any squabbles among friends , couples , family
How i wish i wasn't even born
How i wish someone was free to listen to the problems
How i wish there was someone who was willing to lend me their shoulder to cry on
How i wish my life could end at this very minute

How i wish i can just die in my sleep now .



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HAPPY 2008 !
Hope we will enjoy the new year with much joy, peace and laughter (:

Some overly overdued pics to share :


Had high tea with my parents at Shangri-La's Rose veranda . . .

First one . Too lazy to take more photos of the subsequent rounds . LOLS
Cakes and marshmellow coated with rich chocolate . MMMMMMM ~
I loved their salmon sashimi ! I know some people don't like it and i dunno why ):
Lazy to post the other photos . Just one . Me and my sister (:


Ending with meeeeeee (:

Homework given on the first day , totally spoilt my mood . WTF __

Missing you badly ):




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I'm Qiaolin from EastSpringSec. 19th Of October is my big day {:
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Cakes,My dearest darlings,that someone,Snow and Rain, Random-ness and whatever that makes my day :D

我的欲望
That Miracle to happen ♥
  
Have my birthday wish fufilled :D
Dine in at NewYork NewYork
Tiramisu and truckloads of cakes to eat

Fufil that and i will be more than happy(:

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我们怎么了

落泪以前再看一眼
你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视
窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么
复活


你的笑脸还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕眩
如果我们继续向前
走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么
复活


明明从前
连争执都很甜美
现在怎会
说句话就弄痛一边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么
复活

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